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[Jan. 11th, 2006|06:13 am] |
dang....
...I omost forgot about livejournal.
I only got on here because myspace wasnt working.
..ok...this is boring...so goodbye livejournal, for another couple months... |
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[Dec. 4th, 2005|01:12 pm] |
she turned out to be a whore. :/
so me and my friends are starting up a band hopefully ready to practice in like a month.
this weekend has been great already. me and Jimmy have finally hung out for the 1st time in like 3 weeks and today Im going to see Holly.
sounds like things are back to normal. |
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| this ships going no where cept in the fire, oh gosh, attack my sweet, what am i writing???blah?????? |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|05:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lack of a cuddling partner. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the honorary title | ] |
that last entry was all kiara....silly kid...
so. im bored. and im going out of town tomarrow and i get back sunday. so dont worry if i come back aged 30 years, shit faced, havnt shaved in months, tattooed all up, got a couple STDs, and wanted for murder.....its all normal.
im gonna practice guitar like crazy. i promise this time. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2005|06:36 pm] |
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whoever invented child porn, I wanna give you a bigggg wowwipop!!!! |
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| money cant buy love, but love cant buy cargo pants! - kiara |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | artistic | ] |
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| | chinese food mixed w/ poor defensless kittens and ryan aker. | ] |
words of wisdom from a fortune cookie: The old believe everything; The middle aged suspect everything; The young know everything.
and suposedly my "lucky" numbers are: 26, 29, 30, 32, 36, 47.
man, I hate chinese food.
I think I'll go write a song.
Kiara, feel better. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|03:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the decemberists | ] |
i have alot on my mind right now. so get ready.
so, where am I going? It feels like absolutly no where. maybe insane if anywhere.
I need to practice guitar. someone please tell me to get my lazy ass off the computer.
I hate setting personal goals for myself, they never get carried out. i mean, like i plan to have a day of just myself and practicing on the things that i want to get better at but something always happens, like some friends will ask to do something or i have to do some kind of chore, and im not saying that I dont like hanging out with my friends and all, because i do more than anything right now, but i just dont ever get those goals fulfilled, and when i do have time to do them, im too fucking lazy. someone get me a cure for a lack of motivation.
another thing, i always settle for what i dont really want. i dont know why, im too submissive i guess.
so yeah, this entry is going to be long.
i hate how girls these days are so shallow and so stupid and annoying. and fake. i hate fakes, people dont know how to be themselves. it annoys the shit out of me, or people who think that they are better than everyone else.
so yeah, here comes my endless bitching and rambling. her, i hate her, and she seems so blind to why. and its kind of weird since i usually hate fighting and drama and im more of a pacifist, but ive never felt that i could ever spit on someone and just have all these fucked up feeling about someone by the way shes hurt me. shes a lair. i never want to see her again, and i hope she will feel the way ive felt for the last couple months. i serioulsy do regreat everything this time. im done. its just been too much stress.
i need someone. someone who means every word they say. something that has meaning. just something real. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2005|03:04 pm] |
i just ate melon...
...so its gonna be a good day. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
yesterday people were putting new carpet in my house so i ended up going to the mall with Tina and Brit Bouza. i hooked Tina up with this one guy and i saw some girl that i kinda knew a little.
but heres the point....DONT SEE THE MOVIE FOG. IT SUCKS.
its finally fall. |
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[Oct. 9th, 2005|11:59 am] |
| [ | music |
| | zero my hero- school house rock. | ] |
wow. kiara anda amanda are my best friends ever.
i need someone or something, im tired of waiting for something im not even sure i want, but it does feel like i need it. this feeling never goes away. why is everyday the same? and so black and white? nothing exciting happens anymore, its so dull. im not saying friends dont give me a sense of being ok, its just that theres something missing. nothing satisfies me, sure i try to be optimistic but it always creeps up on me omost everyday. why am i like this? why is everything so dead?and why am i so scared? |
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[Oct. 4th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | american pie | ] |
i didnt expect it to not go away by now. |
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| "you want to be shot motha fucka!?" |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|09:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blah blah alghkjhajshkjhsachsjkhjkdsf | ] |
well.
me and jimmy hung out today after school and we went to the mall. and on the way there some black guy drove right beside us and rolled down his window and was like "you wanna get shot mothafucka!??!" and me and jimmy were like "WTH!?" and the black dude was like "you heard me!". haha. it was crazy. those dirty duval niggas. its our 2nd ignorant black person incounter in 2 weeks.
then i went to olive garden with my family for my grandma's 88th birthday. and i saw johnny(tina's cousin) working there. it was pretty good. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2005|02:13 am] |
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my morals are being killed right now. |
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| ...blah blah balh balh......... |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|08:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | itchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | american pie | ] |
so my dad consisted of:
waking up
eating fruit
going to school
telling my 1st block teacher that i didnt have to do work today cuz i own the class.
my 2nd black teacher telling us the fundementals of being successfulin life and how to be a mechanic.
Steps to being successful in life: 1)graduate from highschool 2)dont get pregnant early
Steps to being a machanic: 1)know how to read.
dang, Mr.Hall is my hero.
Then i went to guitar practice.
Mowed the yard.
Took a shower and my sister walked in on me naked changing in my room.
And theres this guy working on my house that likes to wistle....alot.
the past month has been alot of new friends, fun and new guitar teacher and other stuff.
oh, and my house has fleas....how cool is that? |
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| an exhale of breath to relieve the stress |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|06:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | BOOK- The Da Vinci Code | ] |
nothing is happening.
HxCguitaristXXX: u slapped me!!!
murder ur radio: ...yea....and?
HxCguitaristXXX: it hurt
HxCguitaristXXX: why did you do that?
murder ur radio: ...why did you take it? |
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| it all gets reversed, the sound of lonleyness makes me happier. |
[Sep. 8th, 2005|09:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blood brothers | ] |
so the other day i omost set 2 kids on fire in mr.halls class by lighting the gas tube. so mr.hall hates me now. its great. one of the nicest teachers hates me.
me and kiara went to the new mall and i omost got a job.
yesterday was pictureday so i got my picture, and today 2 of my teachers asked if anyone needed pictures so i went again just to skip those periods and hang out with angel, amanda, tina, and mckenzie. it was pretty cool.
kiara is my bestfriend. i love her(in a friendly way). i respect that hoe. |
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| this place is packed tighter than a slave ship. |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|12:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the violent ringing of my ears. | ] |
well.
today has been pretty fun.
me kiara and jason went to the beach and kiara dicided to be a thug and go into the ocean wtih all her clothes on. then we all tried doing front handsprings....tried....
we came back to my house and i found a sewing machine that i had and we sewed a shirt that i had and then we dicided to go to jackrabbits to see red jumpsuit apperatus play.
i have an undying hatred for jackrabbits. it just sucks. there no explianing.
well im home now, super sweaty, super tired. i think i will call it a night. |
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| kill a mothafucka! FUCK A FUCKIN HOE! haha |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|12:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | im wide awake its morning- bright eyes | ] |
haha so today was pretty fun. i went to the beach with jason and corey and we walked like 4 miles down the beach just talking about stupid shit and making sweet gangsta thug raps.
then i went to kennys birthday party thingy and me james kiara and thomas went to the dollar store so i could buy him somthing and i got him some pony stickers and a pregancy test.....suposedly its 99% accurate but can you really trust something like that from the dollar store?? i mean, 99% out of what?? 3000%?? and kiara cut my hair again. and we all got a black light and searched kennys room and found some pretty odd stains.... and me and thomas seached threw his computer and found a bunch of porn. haha. it was great.
well anyways, i need to stop wasting my time and get a job. |
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